" MY EARLY AWAKENING "

                                                 
                                                                 

“Who Am I? = I Am You!”

Preface

My name is Latia Del Riviero, and this book is about my life as best as I can describe it.

I was not sure if I needed to write a Preface, but I suppose it could do no harm. Let this serve as a warning

that there are many names mentioned in this book that you may not know or care to read about, but

you ought to.  Furthermore, this book is not a self-help book, but merely a wake-up call in hopes that

you will think about consequences and options before taking any action you may have in mind at any

given moment. I would like to stress the importance of accountability and paying attention to details.

The names are there because they are an integral part of making ME who I am today.

I’ve given credits to my idols as well as mentors. I have also included excerpts, which are important to

read if you really want to know me and how I related to others, it’s your choice.

This book is short by comparison to some, but they are all true stories that I am sure you will realize, 

if you  pay attention to how it relates to other parts of the stories here told.

The first day when I decided to write this book, many laughed at me and thought I was joking.

I never joke about what I want to do, and will do. It took me seven years to finish the book, as there

were many names and dates to remember. That is why the excerpts are important.

This book is dedicated to every person I have ever encountered and had the pleasure of connecting

with. I hope that this book will bring some enlightenment into your life. I hope my story will enable you

to help yourself, and others from experiencing any further pain and confusion that may come from

hurtful experiences. One can never do enough ‘Good’. We all need a Mentor... That Mentor is You!

Thank you for believing in me, and for taking your precious time to read my story. I hope you enjoy it.

                                                                " My early Awakening "

I would like to personally thank each one of you for taking an interest in my story, however, I must warn

you that what your eyes will read could be hazardous to your laziness! My story will surely make you

laugh, feel sad, angry, justified and highly motivated! I want you to take a few minutes out before you

read this.

OKAY ? So if you are ready, let me begin at the very beginning...

For as long as I can remember, my childhood years were filled with sadness and loneliness. I was born

physically frail, but even more frail emotionally. I was what you would call a ‘Mommy Clinger’ and a

‘Thumb-Sucker’. I needed to be picked up and held all the time. I was scared to be left alone, which

must have driven my Mom insane at the time. According to my mother, I got better as time went by,

and I was the type of kid that was easily pleased as long as I was busy with something creative. She saw

I had some talent, and hence, my Mom got me involved with a dance group. I joined a Tahitian and

Hawaiian Dance Team. I was a very shy and quiet kid that rarely spoke. I remember the first time I had

to perform in front of a live audience, I was about five years old, and I was terrified.

I was easily intimidated by the other kids who were so confident and exited to be onstage. I went

through with the performance, but forgot the moves, and the embarrassment that I felt is still in me

today, as if it just happened yesterday.

I was always obedient except for when I got pushed by an adult or another kid. I never reacted with

tantrums like other kids would. When I lost my temper, I was like an adult who spoke with spiteful

words and facts. I would throw the words like daggers at the one who might have abused me one too

many times.

I had a lot of anger at the young age of five. I kept it in check most of the time during my childhood

years because that’s what I was trained to do.

I will never forget the very first real party I attended. My Mom was working for this wealthy family who’s

kid was turning thirteen years old. The girl’s name was Sally. Sally hated me because to her, we were

just peasants that worked for her family. My Mom did a lot of work for her family, and her step-dad

really liked me. He saw that my Mom did not have much, and that I had the same old ugly doll when

ever he saw me. Being the nice man he was, he decided to give to my Mom by giving to me. He bought

me a new doll every time he traveled. Sally hated that. Therefore, in order to take the joy away from

me, she would make sure that I would become the laughing stock of all her friends during the party –

at my expense.

My Mother was a dress-maker/tailor, so Mom decided to make me a beautiful dress for Sally’s party.

It was a Chinese dress that involved having to sew a lot of buttons from the neck part of the dress to

the bottom of it. Mom was very busy that day, and she told me that she would quickly sew the

buttons on my dress after she finished preparing the food for the party. I saw her place my dress along

with the buttons on the counter. She made sure to wrap the bag of buttons, needle and thread into

the folded dress. Two hours go by, and it’s now time for my dress to get the buttons sewed on.

My Mom unfolded the dress, but my buttons were nowhere in sight. We looked everywhere, and my

Mom felt quite disturbed as to how they could have gone missing, but I was an easy going kid, so I

told my Mom that it was ok that the pretty buttons couldn’t be on my dress. I told her that she could

just use the safety pins, after all, what choice do poor people have ?

I knew my Mom felt bad about it, so I tried to be tough by pretending I was not disappointed.

My Mom really didn’t have much choice but to use the safety pins, so she pinned them from the inside

of the dress, and I was content with that. After all, I was not the birthday girl, but only the maid’s

daughter to be blunt. I was proud to wear the dress that my Mother made! Buttons or safety pins,

The dress was pretty and I was excited to show it off. I went out to the garden where the rich guests and their kids were. I stayed far enough away from them but close enough that I could watch the rest of the

kids play and admire their fancy clothes. I was quiet and shy and was minding my own business, when

Sally, the birthday girl, called the rest of the children to tell them about my ‘stupid dress’ and how poor

we were that we could not even afford buttons...so we had to use safety pins ! The children laughed at

me and made fun of me, while pointing at me as though I was some clown in a circus.

I thought to myself, that’s funny...we asked Sally about the buttons, and she claimed she never saw

them, so how did she know what the buttons looked like?

I can remember that experience as if it happened ten minutes ago. I am crying as I type this out, because

the humiliation from all the kids laughing and saying hurtful words to me was my first great awakening

in life. I wanted to cry, but instead I held my head up high and went to the darkest corner where there

was a wall. I faced that wall and pretended I had a friend to talk to. You see, I did not know anything

about God.The only thing I knew was that we were poor and that no one liked or valued me except my

Mother. At the tender age of five-six years old, I made a promise to myself, that no one would ever

laugh at me or humiliate me again the way those kids did. I talked to the wall and told that wall that

when I grow up, I would be special and unique. I’m not sure which words I used, but it is what I meant in

my heart.

As for the rest of the party which lasted for hours, I stayed hidden...not because of shame, but

because I knew if I went out and the kids tried to make fun of me again, I would lose my temper, and

would retaliate. “NO!” I said to myself. “Time will be my friend, I will wait and I will show them later

when I grow up...I will show them all !.”

That experience was imprinted in my soul forever. At that early age, I made a decision that when I grow

up, I would always strive for success, and never judge anyone who did not have as much as I did.

I believed that I would accomplish much one day. Hard work and patience would surely get me there.

I looked forward to getting older and learning much about life. I was focused on conquering all of life’s

obstacles, even at that early age, I already knew the meaning of the word ‘BATTLE’.

 I however did not know how strong of a soldier I could become, but I knew I was brave enough to do my

best if I push myself. (Not bad for a shy little five-six year old kid.)

***

I was used to humiliation. My cousins teased me a lot, even the kids in school. I even got beat up a lot

because I would not fight back. I always kept a ‘Poker Face’, because I knew if I ever cried in front of

them, then they would always target me.

One little girl in grade two had the nerve to disrespect my Mom by saying that she was probably a

prostitute...that was the first time I let my temper fly ! I jumped out of my desk and beat on her!

The results of my actions were not so good. My Mom got called in and she was ashamed of my

actions. A double shame on me! I tried to explain my side of the story, but my Mom at the time was

angry that I could be so un-lady like. To her, I behaved in such a manner that she felt I was the one that

needed discipline. She made me stand in front of the whole classroom, and slapped my face. I could

not even cry, although I wanted to, because I knew my Mom was making a point more than just the

slap. I did not hold that against her, but it did take me a little while to understand it deep inside.

My Mom loved me more than life itself. She wanted me to learn a valuable lesson that even when

trying to defend another’s honor, I myself must hold my own honor  first.

She explained later that I must never lose control of my emotions in public, as there will always be

repercussions afterwards. I never forgot those words, and the first twenty-four hours after the 

incident seemed the longest. However, the following day came, then weeks, months, and finally

years...somehow the pain from the lesson I learned that day did subside.

I grew into a lovely sixteen year old, who had a driven nature.

Being driven is a start, but I was full of fear and confusion. Now I will be brutally honest with you, as

most people who know me would swear against what I’m about to tell you...

I am by nature very lazy and indecisive. Sure, we can use the age and the immaturity as an excuse, but

I will tell you now that I hate excuses and I don’t use them!! Better a true bad day than a fake good day... 

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" Where to find Encouragement in the midst of Darkness... "

                     " WHERE TO FIND ENCOURAGEMENT IN THE MIDST OF DARKNESS "


In this age and time, it is difficult to rely on anyone. Not on Family, Friends or even The Church, if you go

to one! I have always been open minded as to stay positive even in the midst of crisis.

How do I do it? By staying Logical and Knowing the facts that when things can go wrong, they always go

wrong! This is why I mentioned Damage Prevention in one of my blogs. Most idiots will call it Paranoia.

Well, I am not an idiot as most can assure others!


My Mentor, who is now gone taught me about that word.

I never knew what to call my methods, that I had followed since I was 21 years of age, when I decided not

to be like everyone else. Even if I wanted to be similar to others, it never worked out.

I was Me and I was Unique, so why try to change something I cannot? The crazy part of this, is that You

are exactly like that... Unique!

You don't have to listen to shit and scams. You don't have to feel guilty or shame.

Finally, you certainly do not have to Fear anything. After all, what can you lose by trying to do a good thing?


Finding Encouragement in the midst of darkness, is no easy task. I know, because that has been the story of

my life... No one ever believed in anything I wanted to do or could do. Now, I see it as a joke, because

those people were so afraid of getting out-shined! I remember the first time I had mentioned about writing

my first book, my so called friends and acquaintances replied with a smile and silence. Others patronized me

and told me that they were also writing a book! Yeah right! I couldn't use a computer then, so I hand wrote

it in a very pretty book, I had purchased, especially for that purpose. I knew the rest of them laughed at me

but I did not care!

It took me ten years to complete that book! Now, Amazon has it and the rest who hear that I actually

completed the book are all so nice to me! I feel like telling them, they haven't seen nothing yet! But what for?


I keep those kind of hurtful memories as a Reminder, who Believed in me sincerely and who did not!

I have done Everything I said I would do since I was 18 years of age.

I wanted to become a Vocalist, Dancer, Choreographer, Actress, Martial Arts, Nail Artist, Designer,

Body-Builder, and a Writer. I have even Preached at 2 churches, which can open a door to many other

things.

Not once, did I have the complete and utter sincere support of anyone I knew, except for Myself.

Sure, some wanted me to make it but they had their own selfish reasons! Not once, was I fooled by the

charming words of the many! And you know what?, That is Okay! It feels better not to owe anyone!


I often had to dig deep inside of me, to find something I could feel positive about during dark times.

I promised myself when I turned Twenty-one years old, that I will Not sell myself out and I have not!

I also promised myself, that I will not dream about some big time Producer or anything like that to fool me

into thinking I will make it Big! I said I will accomplish all my dreams and make it, that's all!

Accomplish is Making It! Forget about the Big bullshit dreams, so many will offer you, especially when

you are a Female!


If you are in a dark place and have no clue how to get out? Don't get out!

Why don't you Master that Dark Place, and give it your touch of Uniqueness? Don't worry, the darkness

cannot stay dark. Your eyes will adjust and it will just be another Dim place, that you can say you have been

to and decorated with your lovely presence!


Dig deep as you sit in that pit...

Dig for the little nice and kind things that a stranger may have told you, when you were younger?

Dig for the silly things, you had done, that made others laugh?

Dig for all the small things you were able to accomplish, no matter how menial they were!

Dig for the tears and hurts that helped you get to this dark place to begin with, I bet you'll find a way out!

Dig for a face, you would like to look at with healthy Pride, once you do climb out of that pit!

Dig for that one person, you can dedicate your Win to!


I say Dig, because it will be that much more difficult, every time you slip and fall into that pit.

Do not be afraid of the pit, it was your creation, Remember?

If you cannot Dig right away? Don't worry about it, Sit and Cry it out!

You will Dig, once your Spirit decides it's time to Dig!

I hope This helps anyone, who maybe going through a dark time right now. I would imagine many are,

It is the Christmas Holidays coming up and so many are sad, including myself.

I do wish Everyone a Solution to whatever Problem, they maybe going through...


Much Love And Peace To All!  

" How a Woman can gain Respect from Men of every background "

           " HOW A WOMAN CAN GAIN RESPECT FROM MEN OF EVERY BACKGROUND "


It's been said that "To be treated like a Lady, One must act like a lady". I am not sure I agree with that

and I will tell you why... It doesn't take much to Act like a lady. All you must do is speak properly,

wear a dress and do a lot of Pretending! In my own interpretation of being a Lady, it means a whole

lot more than them few attributes. To be treated like a Lady, which means to be Respected, calls

for the woman to be Deserving of it. So, if you ask me, I would say...

"To be treated like a Lady, the woman must Deserved it and Demand it!"


I have many male friends, from different backgrounds and nationalities that I trust will agree with

what I am about to write...

One night, out of curiosity, I thought I would ask as many as I could why they Respected me so

much! (Yes, of course I already knew why, but I wanted confirmation from them!)


I was able to ask about 30-40 male friends of mine and to my delight, their answers were all very

similar. Instead of telling you what and how they told me, I think it would be more helpful to write

them down in point form. I will not write it in any special order, but what comes to mind, as I write.

I will go from A-Z and no more than that!



"How a woman can gain respect from men of every background"

a) Always make eye contact upon your first introduction and extend your hand and shake his,
firmly with a smile.

b) Don't allow the man to belittle your womanhood with a stupid joke to cover his insecurity.
Example:
"Oh my God, are you trying to break my hand?" (That's when you write him off as a Dufis and tell him "Yes, I must Break You!" Watch him run for his life!) I tell you this, because that has happened to me a few times and then I replied with the "I must Break You!" line. Since then, it has never happened to me again! I've been complimented by it but no more idiotic remarks!
Remember...If you let him get away with it belittling jokes even once? He will do it again and again!

c) Be comfortable in your own skin. Never mind, what the world thinks looks sexy. It's what you think looks and feels sexy that matters, even if that means wearing a potato sack! If you feel beautiful in something? then you will exude that to the rest of the world.

d) Know how to Laugh at Tragedies. Be able to Discuss things of all topics without getting emotional.

e) Don't be afraid to share stories and don't play the victim. Real men secretly desire to have a strong woman and not some wimpy bag of emotional wreck, waiting to be rescued and looked after!

f) Quit asking for things in life, that you, yourself cannot deliver or give to a man! Please quit expecting that the world will give you anything because you have a pretty face or a sexy body!
The world owes you nothing! You owe the world to make a positive difference in your own life and in others.

g) If the man wants to talk about sex in a decent manner, allow him to. You can learn a lot about a man by how he expresses himself that way. However, if he gets outta hand? Let him know gently and walk away. If that doesn't work, Call me. :)

h) Never become a Nag!

i) Never let him see you jealous, unless he has given you a reason to be and explain that reason nicely. (This is only if you are already in a relationship)

j) Don't act tough...

k) Be appreciative and considerate of other women and men.

l) Try not to be judgemental. If you cannot, then keep quiet.

m) Let him see you are not afraid to fight for your convictions and with reasons as to why!

n) Never patronize a man. Men are far from being stupid... Why do you think Rich men use money to buy most women? Because they know, they can!

o) Don't try to make a man jealous, it only confirms his bad experiences with past relationships and that women should not be trusted. Either way, you will lose him sooner or later.

p) Never Betray a man. They do not Forgive well.

q) Never belittle a man, always find encouraging words to help him make the correct choice for himself, even if that means you must leave the picture!

s) Never let a man dictate what you can or cannot do, within reason. Things should be discussed and agreed upon. No trial and error. It's called Damage Prevention.

t) Agree to be Protective of the relationship based on Respect.

u) Never let any man, be disrespected by another man, in front of other men!

v) Never let a man disrespect another woman, in front of you!

w) Never disrespect other women in front of men!

x) Don't try to act sexy by the lack of clothes you wear, It's actually more alluring when they cannot see too much skin!

y) Never sleep with them after drinks, first date, or because you feel you owe him anything!

z) Look into their eyes, Listen to their words, Feel their Spirit and decide if they are Friendship material or more than that. If friendship material, then Never cross that line! I can guarantee you that you will gain Respect as a True Lady and not a Fake!

" How to charm a Strong woman, if you really want her"

                    " HOW TO CHARM A STRONG WOMAN, IF YOU REALLY WANT HER "


Notice that I made mention of you really wanting her? There is a reason for that and I will address

it later. First of all, many are confused, as to what a strong woman really is! I am not speaking about

just physical strength, but of mind, heart and soul! It doesn't matter what you don't have, what

matters is how you connect with her mentally and spiritually. The sex is purely the physical

affirmation and should not be used as contest for her talent! Men are always attracted to beautiful

women, but do they even know or value what she is in the inside?


Don't get me wrong, not every woman is good, just like not every man is bad. Men and women are

two different species that need to be able to communicate on a higher level than just physical or

emotional outbursts.


If you are a man who loves a strong woman and would like to charm her, I can give you some tips!

Now, understand that I am not your Ordinary strong woman...

I am very keen as to how men fish for women! During my 20's I learned how many mind games

men like to play and they play to win. They offer gifts of enticements along with promises that

they never planned on fulfilling! I watched my female friends go through so much, because they fell

for a man that wanted them for their Strength in their line of work, Their ability to speak well and

can command attention everywhere they go.


I watched and learned the tricks men think will work and some did! I also watched how devastated

the woman became, when things did not work out!


Here's my advice...

Never try to get her in bed too soon, even if she invites you to her place, say 'NO'

Never bullshit her with big promises, she knows you will not be able to deliver.

Never try to be better than you are by putting other men down!

Never Push her to make a choice, as she can do all those things and have done them before you came

along!

Never comment negatively on anything that she might feel insecure with. Teasing will just make her

angry! Last but not least...

Never make her jealous!


As the man, you must show her Respect and treat her like the Lady she is!

Always open the car door for her and Be a Gentleman! You'd be surprised to see how good that

feels! Communicate with her and don't be afraid. She will sense your sincerity and she will

Love you for that!


As far as the sex part... Make sure to show her that you aim to Satisfy her before yourself.

If you are a generous lover, you will gain points! Do not ask her about her past, unless she wants

to tell you, but open up first and show her that a Real Man, is a man, that can Face the past and then

move on! Compliment her every day and give her soft kisses, that could lead to more,

But let her Lead!


As far as what I wrote earlier about 'really wanting her', You better know for sure what you're getting

yourself into! Strong women can get very Angry and act like psychos! Don't be fooled by the calm

demeanor of Cool Calm and Collected. You piss her off and you could get beat on or even castrated

by her angry words! She can be cunning and trust me that every strong woman remembers everything

you've ever done to wrong in her eyes!

 Depending on her true nature, she will either wish you well or wish you hell....


More on this topic later, for all the good men out there!

" I am amazed at the stupid mind games, humans play with the opposite sex"

            " OH, THE STUPID MIND GAMES, HUMANS PLAY WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX "



During my 20's, I had never understood how stupid people really are by playing mind games that

they feel will make them seem more intelligent and successful. The bull-shit and big talk about

all that they have done so far in life; The cash they make and the cars and fancy shit they feel make

them a successful person, to me make them look Weak and Foolish!


Regardless of what I have attained in my life, I have never had the desire to use my achievements as

Bragging Rights! I have always Supported and Encouraged every soul, that I have encountered and I

owe Nothing to anyone! Surprisingly and Unbelievably, by this age in life...

There are still a few so called 'men', who got the nerve and stupidity to try and Challenge my

Intelligence, acting as though they are still 18 years of age!


I cannot be bought, manipulated nor made feel guilty because I keep myself 'In Check' at all times!


When someone tells me they want to be Friends, I never reject. I say "I am attached to someone and

I am not looking to be more than friends!" Some of you have experienced this for 30 years with me!

Forever trying to dangle glitter and glam to see if I can be tempted! I have news for you...

I don't care how Macho or Successful, you are... Or how Intelligent. You will not bate me into

anything!


Recently, a person, I thought was a very good friend of mine, who I respected gave me some news

that he wanted more than friendship. I told him, I am not available and reminded him, that he already

knew that I wasn't single before the friendship started.

He kept on with the friendship so I stayed Friendly and Supportive and... Incredibly Understanding!

It was all going well, so I thought but He decided to give me an ultimatum...

Something No one should ever do to someone like me, who Do Right By Everybody!


His ultimatum was for me to give him an answer: Yes or No and not more than that!

So, my answer was "NO".

His reply was: "Then Do not keep in-touch with me".

Does anybody think they know, how that shit made me feel?


Apparently, this bloke does not know and now... He is hounding me with how I made him feel bad

and even Insulted me greatly with something that I will not let anyone get away with!

Here is the mind game, he is playing...

First, Try to make her or him feel guilty

Second: Try to see if she or he will get jealous.

Third: Do anything that will Insult her or him so that she or he must respond to the stimuli

Fourth: Talk badly about her or him to others to see if Anger will work to get her or him back

into contact!


I have news for men such as this guy... "I can let my Former Marine Boyfriend handle your

your ass for the Disrespect, Fortunately for you, He has never given you any worth!

Lucky for you, I know how to handle and dismiss such child play!"


This display of foolishness is only making you look worse! You should have just tried to be real!

The reaction you want from me? Sorry, you will never get that! You wanted to have the last word?

I gave you that Privilege,..

I do that for every idiot I deal with, so don't Flatter yourself!


I have done Right by everyone and have never abandoned nor betrayed, so to be honest with you...

I have no emotions towards a person, who befriended me with his hidden ulterior motives, which

are now too apparent!


I said it once before... " I am No ordinary Female "

I can forgive, understand, have great compassion, will support and encourage every friend I have!

However, Realize that picking a fight or an argument with me, is Illogical and very unwise!

GOVERN YOURSELF ACCORDINGLY!

Latia's Thoughts.....: " Do any of the people you interact with deserve y...

Latia's Thoughts.....: " Do any of the people you interact with deserve y...: " DO ANY OF THE PEOPLE YOU INTERACT WITH DESERVE YOUR TIME AND EFFORT? " This is another irritating question, that we need an...

" Do any of the people you interact with deserve your time and effort? "

" DO ANY OF THE PEOPLE YOU INTERACT WITH DESERVE YOUR TIME AND EFFORT? "



This is another irritating question, that we need and should ask ourselves...


The majority of humans are out-going and want a social life, of some sort. If by chance, they are not,

most of them try very hard to be, due to fear of Loneliness. As for myself, I like spending time alone

and quite enjoy it.

I have tried to enjoy the Fun of being in a social environment...

Laughing at stupid jokes, which I have no understanding of and I have even tried to be in attendance

of simple means, which only led to more attention!  By the time I was in my early 20's, I began to

question the value of this so called Interactions with others in my life.


Using the logical mind that I was blessed with, I realized that Social gatherings were not for me.

Laughing at jokes that were not funny became Foolish to me and a waste of my precious time!

There were only a handful of souls, I cared to understand and relate to, Sometimes, even those few

made me question my presence with them at the time.


I really had to open my mind to see, if this issue stemmed from a bad experience or was it part of my

nature?

My preference towards privacy and isolation made me appear Introverted, even to myself!

What was shocking is that everyone always wanted me to be around and would laugh with me

during each and every conversation. Perhaps, they thought I was Mad?

Perhaps, they enjoyed my Honesty? I really could not tell you why.

All I know is that I get invited out all the time and unless, the person inviting is in my circle of

comfort, I would say no.


However, although I was careful of whom I spent time with, when I did spend time with them,

I always had the urge to question why?

What made that person special enough for me to leave my lovely place of serenity?

I appreciate every single person, I have ever encountered because they deserve to be appreciated for

who they are and that includes even the silly things!

That to me, was a Catalyst in enabling me to change towards Respecting their life as a human.


So much drama and fuss over the silliest things like: Who was the better man or woman.

What people did for a living and how much money do they have or make?

Was there a God and if so, he must be a cruel God to allow so much devastation!


Really? I am expected to participate in a meaningless conversation that would probably lead to an

argument... Oh, No thank You! Keep your opinion to yourself and perversions too!

I have always been an open-minded person and non-judgmental.

It's all good, as long as nobody tries to push anything on me! That is something that will make me

Angry. and for some reason, most do not want to see that happen!


However, every so often, there will be one, who feels that they need to challenge me, on more shit

that is useless to even use as a topic, in a conversation!

I am at fault for being too polite at first and will always try to deflect and derail the speed of drama

that tends to escalate into a debate or an argument.

But Piss me off enough by pushing too far and I will never have a problem castrating egos at large!


Therefore, to answer my own question... Do any of the people I interact with deserve my time and

effort? My answer will have to be: Not a chance! I choose to enjoy them by giving them my time and

effort, otherwise... I'd be deemed completely Mad and a lying hypocrite!


If you are one of my chosen friends, you know that I value your company, because if I did not?

You would certainly not hear from me or see me at the local bar flapping my gums about shit that do

not contribute to an exchange of encouraging words.

Too many negative humans, who think they know everything and so damn judgmental to those less

fortunate than them!


Knowing why you are interacting with certain people is very important to your mental growth,

So think about that and try to forget the shit , most people want to brainwash you with.

My challenge to you is to evaluate your so called circle of trust and friends...

There were so much more I wanted to add to this post but time is up!


Be careful of those who flatter you with Insincerity. It will lead you to a path that you wish you'd

never gone on!