" Could you have made a better choice at the time? "

                          " COULD YOU HAVE MADE A BETTER CHOICE AT THE TIME? "



Let's think seriously about this question...


Could you have made a better choice at the time? I have asked myself the same question a million

times and you know what keeps coming back to me, as an answer? NO.

I have gone through all the different scenarios that may have given me a different life and somehow,

I keep coming up with the same answer...

I made the choices I made, because they were correct at the time for my heart, my spirit and my

mind.

If you are Straight-Minded, then you never need to question your sanity.

If you are with a good Spirit, then you need not question if your motives were less than Pure.

Finally, if your Heart is clean, then there is no need to question Love and Honorability.

Once I realized those facts, I then came to the conclusion that my choices were perfect for me,

although the outcome were not the kind I had anticipated.


Many times, the choices we thought were wrong, were actually the perfect choice for us to learn

something valuable. It's different for each of us, so I can only speak for myself...

The most important lesson, I learned was to become Forgiving!

The other lesson is No human can be trusted!

Another lesson is to Remember Who I am!

At the risk of sounding pompous, humans rarely impress me and when they do? It is short lived.

I do not ask myself that question anymore about past decisions, but I am still careful on present

and future decisions. At my age, I don't care to learn about life too much more!

I have learned all the necessary evil, I can withstand...


The one other thing, I must mention is the fact, that most humans do not listen to reason.

They are defiant and ignorant. They are mostly trying to numb their pain rather than deal with it like

a good soldier! No, I cannot blame them. Just because I am not like that, it does not make them

wrong and I correct.

I have my set of very Strict Rules for myself, that most would not consider for their lives!

Wherever each of us stand with Decision Making, I just want to encourage you Not to pity yourself

for the outcome of what you think was an incorrect decision.

Try to Learn from it and Grow.

You might surprise yourself and see Someone, you should have loved and protected since the

beginning... Yourself!


   

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"Ever felt like Screaming, Howling at the moon and Ripping yourself right out of your skin?"

   "Have you ever felt like Screaming, Howling at the moon and Ripping yourself right out of your skin?"


If the answer is 'Yes' Then you are not alone! This is exactly how I am feeling right at this very moment!
I am very close to the woods and how lovely it would be just to run wild there and do just that!
I wonder why things need to be so complicated!??? I am into Damage Prevention!
So why the hell do things still go wrong?

I must say that as I am  writing this, my mind is perplexed and my inner spirit is not at all jiving with what I know to be correct.
I know, you have been following my Blog and it usually gives you something to think about  or even get mad about!
This time, I am writing without thinking about the words first. This is as Raw as I can get with who I am and how I am feeling inside for this particular moment. I am NOT depressed. I am FED Up!

I worked so hard to have all that I have today without any help or support from anyone, until lately.
Perhaps, it's just this moment that I am feeling this horrible desire to leave this place  called earth.
Perhaps, I am just Sad about a few things. Perhaps, I am feeling self pity for the sacrifices I made that did not make an ounce of difference except Hurt and Loss in my own life.
Yes... I have many other Perhaps to consider.

Right now,I don't feel so human-like. I don't feel Human at all! I feel like an Alien Beast that is about to lose its control.
People are just so stupidly ignorant, inconsiderate, lazy and a bunch of selfish toads!
I am not sure what I will do tonight, but something weird is going on inside my mind.
I have always done my best to blend in and co-operate but that Polite trait is long gone.
Piss me off and you will be accountable!

I wish I could tell you exactly everything I want to say but you will have to settle for tid bits because that is all you are worthy to get!

This innate instinct is getting stronger with its desire to expose itself....
Shall I  allow it?
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Are you afraid or excited with fear and lust? Would it be worth it to you, to see such a sight that most do not get to a chance to behold?

What if it were the last thing you get to experience, will it still be worth it?...

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