Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Today is a strange day for me...
I am elated at the fact that the website is now up, but I feel congested at the things that still need to be implemented!
I am appreciative for the Time that has been given to me to be able to stay at it. I am most thankful for the presence of Andrew Callegati in my life. In him, I have a real Friend, a Supporter, a Person who truly loves and believes in me.
Although I am also feeling highly emotional as I type this, I accept it as a good thing.
Thank you Andrew!

I am now currently working on the second book and to be exact, I am on page 6! :)
I hope this book does not take 10 years to finish! Have a wonderful weekend everyone!

Monday, June 27, 2011

June 27/11

It's another day and another chance to make things happen for good. Although I have not been
feeling too well lately and for good reasons, I try to keep in mind that there is an ending to all things.
Good or Bad, Feast or Famine...

There is a time to Laugh and a time to Cry. If only I could let the tears flow when need be, I might actually be able to Grieve all the loss and deaths I have had to deal with the past 8 yrs!
Everything is in God's Perfect Timing, this much I know! I need to be steadfast with my Faith!
Harvest time is almost at hand, so why is it that I am SAD?

Perhaps, just too tired for the moment.
Perhaps, my spirit is a little down.
Perhaps, I need to hear silence instead of all these ideas that take over my mind...
Perhaps, I just need to Breathe and Laugh again...

Thursday, April 8, 2010

April 7/2010

Today has been a very perplexing day....Over the years, I have spent much time Understanding and accepting all types of people. My ex husband who has had a serious problem with booze and drugs has lost everything. The better word might be 'Thrown' away everything including our 10 yr marriage!..I have tried to help him the past 3 1/2 yrs but now....I am fed up!
I gave with my eyes open and was NOT manipulated.. I chose to help.
Today though? I made a decision and it is final..........I no longer want to have an amicable ending nor will I care to be his only friend. It does NOT work!!
Helping a drug user/alcoholic Does Not work! ...They really do need to lose it all and scrape the bottom..........I regret nothing when it comes to helping and giving but I refuse to be part of the problem....Today...April 8th 02:00 hrs...I have completely deleted all compassion from my heart for him. I believe that he will do better because of my letting him starve. If he Od's then so be it!
Perhaps, it is in the cards soon...perhaps, God shall make a trophy out of his trashy life...
I do not know but I hope and pray for the best for him. It is all I can do now and the most important thing I should do for him...!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

April 6/2010...

I am tired today but excited about Life. I have the 7 training videos scheduled for shooting at the end of the month and even though, there are obstacles to be hurdled...I remain positive that each video will be completed as planned. I am still waiting on the Final Edit of my first book...now that one has me a bit frazzled.
Today looks like a great day to accomplish more things....
I have my check list...
I have my cup of coffee...
I have my Passion for Life...
I have my good people behind me...
What more can anyone ask for? :)
Have a great day and an awesome week everyone!!